♥♥♥ Adywijaya Bin Osman ♥♥♥


Since the day we fought about someone,
I kept on crying, not sleeping/eating and often falls sick.
I'm really in a pressured situation rite now.
I didn't know who is telling the truth to me.
It might be my fault, your fault or even both of us were at fault.
Yes I can just drop this topic as what you had asked me earlier,
but it hurts me so much and I just wanna know the truth.
Without the truth, problems is unable to be settled in an orderly manner.
As a total, I didn't attend school for 3days just because of this and my sickness.
As for the words you said to nelly,
it really touched me but I just can't feel that.
I admit I love you so much and I really couldn't afford to lose you!
Losing you is like losing a life/future to me.
To you, I'm always doing the stuffs that you hate so much.
But you should at least say/talk things out to me
rather than you do another stupid stuff and that just simply worsens everything!
To me, all problems can be settled out nicely.
It's not even compulsory to settle problems in this manner.
If I were at fault or had been making lots of sins to you,
I really hope you could accept my apology :'(
After you walked off from my home last night,
shiny tears rolled down my cheeks just like a rain.
As time goes by, the rain gets heavier and heavier.
I just loveyou so much till I couldn't even think straight.
You really shattered this heart into gazillions of pieces.
But still I'm loving you so much and that won't stop me giving up.
You gave up on me previous 2days/earlier just now.
But than I'm not that easy to just give up and forget this problem.
I just couldn't stand you scolding me everyday.
You wanted me to understand you and I did try to achieve that.
But I don't think you've ever tried to understand me.
To me, you're just being unfair to me.
I'm also a human being that have feelings just like you.
I really hope we could settle this a.s.a.p in an orderly manner.
If it were to end this way than I have no choice but just to accept the fact
eventhough it hurts me deeply and widely.
I'll pray for you that you'll get a wife that you dreamt of,
a bright future, a proper job and so on.
Once again, I'm sorry over all my sins that I've done to you.
Including my kurangajar-ness just now.