hellooo .
I'm totally not in the mood today .
ferstly , leila lost dear-ie carebear that I brought to school
but ended up knowing that hasrizal hide it .
had the most boring day in school today .
went to meet dear-ie at BNS woodlands .
followed dear-ie to hys school and chilled there .
ended up the both of us fighting )=
dear-ie , I know I'm being damn stupiyd
to be jealous over a game relationship .
secondly , I didn't mean not to reply your
' iloveyou ' that you said to me .
I was just about to answer back when suddenly ,
there you were pushing me away from you and
talking to me in a loud tone manner .
my heart was damn painful and I knew you're in pain too .
there I was walking all alone back home .
I didn't even let go ' adeq ' even a second .
than I found your earpiece plug in my pocket .
the minute I hold your earpiece plug ,
tears rolled down my cheeks .
suddenly fell asleep in the bus when I was
still holding your earpiece plug and ' adeq ' .
only god knows how I feel like from than on .
I know I'm being a childish kid over here .
but I do admit that I'm the type of person who
is strong in jealousy . I knew that I was like
a mad person for being jealous to you just over
a stupiyd game . I really have no idea whad has
gotten into me . I knew that it is my mistake for
being such a foolish person . I'm sorry for not
making you happy when you're feeling down with
family . instead , I put in more problems in your head .
I really feel that I'm totally a useless gurlfriend
whom can't even make her own lovelife to be happy
just for a few hours before going back home .
once again , I'm sorry over whad has happened .
